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Hollywood Park: A Memoir Hardcover – May 26, 2020

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**THE INSTANT NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER**

“A Gen-X
This Boy’s Life...Music and his fierce brilliance boost Jollett; a visceral urge to leave his background behind propels him to excel... In the end, Jollett shakes off the past to become the captain of his own soul. Hollywood Park is a triumph."
O, The Oprah Magazine

"This moving and profound memoir is for anyone who loves a good redemption story."
―Good Morning America, 20 Books We're Excited for in 2020

"Several years ago, Jollett began writing
Hollywood Park, the gripping and brutally honest memoir of his life. Published in the middle of the pandemic, it has gone on to become one of the summer’s most celebrated books and a New York Times best seller..."
–Los Angeles Magazine

HOLLYWOOD PARK is a remarkable memoir of a tumultuous life. Mikel Jollett was born into one of the country’s most infamous cults, and subjected to a childhood filled with poverty, addiction, and emotional abuse. Yet, ultimately, his is a story of fierce love and family loyalty told in a raw, poetic voice that signals the emergence of a uniquely gifted writer.

We were never young. We were just too afraid of ourselves. No one told us who we were or what we were or where all our parents went. They would arrive like ghosts, visiting us for a morning, an afternoon. They would sit with us or walk around the grounds, to laugh or cry or toss us in the air while we screamed. Then they’d disappear again, for weeks, for months, for years, leaving us alone with our memories and dreams, our questions and confusion. …

So begins
Hollywood Park, Mikel Jollett’s remarkable memoir. His story opens in an experimental commune in California, which later morphed into the Church of Synanon, one of the country’s most infamous and dangerous cults. Per the leader’s mandate, all children, including Jollett and his older brother, were separated from their parents when they were six months old, and handed over to the cult’s “School.” After spending years in what was essentially an orphanage, Mikel escaped the cult one morning with his mother and older brother. But in many ways, life outside Synanon was even harder and more erratic.

In his raw, poetic and powerful voice, Jollett portrays a childhood filled with abject poverty, trauma, emotional abuse, delinquency and the lure of drugs and alcohol. Raised by a clinically depressed mother, tormented by his angry older brother, subjected to the unpredictability of troubled step-fathers and longing for contact with his father, a former heroin addict and ex-con, Jollett slowly, often painfully, builds a life that leads him to Stanford University and, eventually, to finding his voice as a writer and musician.

Hollywood Park is told at first through the limited perspective of a child, and then broadens as Jollett begins to understand the world around him. Although Mikel Jollett’s story is filled with heartbreak, it is ultimately an unforgettable portrayal of love at its fiercest and most loyal.

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How clear are your memories from childhood?

Mikel Jollett: I mostly grew up in the wreckage of Synanon, since we left when I was so young. It came to me like a puzzle I had to put together, almost like separate realities with different rules: Here are the Rules According to Synanon (you have no parents, you are a new type of human who doesn’t need them, nothing is yours), here are the Rules in the Great Big World (no one talks to each other, you’re very poor, your mother is very sad). It took my brother and me a long, long time to piece together the reality that a functional adult might have about the situation, that we’d escaped a cult that had once done good things for addicts (including our father), that our mother was severely depressed, and that these experiences were unique in some ways and quite common in others.

So I wrote the book from that perspective, at least at the beginning: that of a child trying to piece together the reality of the changing world around him; because that’s how I experienced it. There were mysteries. What is a restaurant? (We’d never been in one). What is a car? A city? And, most devastatingly, what is a family? Because we simply didn’t know.

In the book, I just present it whole, the way it came to me in my life: like a mystery I couldn’t quite fathom that I had to piece together over a lifetime.

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Hollywood Park, The Album

In conjunction with Mikel Jollett's memoir, The Airborne Toxic Event has released an album by the same name. Hollywood Park is a 12-song concept record that acts as a soundtrack to the book. Available from Amazon Music.

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An Amazon Best Book of May 2020: The best memoirs expand the reader’s worldview of how people live, what drives them, or how their childhood, education, friends, and landscape shape their identities and actions. In this reviewer’s mind, good memoirs do not need to be wild or shocking to be good. What matters is the voice and the writer’s ability to convey their experience. Well, Mikel Jollett’s memoir certainly fits the bill for wild and shocking, but it is also beautifully articulated and rationally shared. The short of it is that he Jollett spent the first five years of his life in a cult that was one of the most infamous and dangerous in the country; under the cover of night, he and his brother fled Synanon with a person they were told to call “mom,” but life on the outside wasn’t much better. He grew up living on the margins of society—where alcoholism, drug addiction, and poverty reigned, sadness permeated, abuse was a given, and the notion of a traditional parent was as foreign as regular food on the table. Recollects Jollett, “Is that a mom? Someone who you can’t ever remember not loving you? I know Mom doesn’t think that’s what it is…” Like the best memoirists, Jollett conveys his journey—the hurt, strangeness, and yearning of his youth (especially for a father figure) and falling in love with music—with delicate care, unabashed honesty, and without hyperbole and judgment. Despite the hardships of his childhood, he found a path where lyrics, compassion, and familial love set him free and on the road with his band the Airborne Toxic Event. This rewarding memoir will fascinate you with its abnormality but will also remind you of the power of loyalty and empathy.—Al Woodworth, Amazon Book Review

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"Loyalty, raw love, and a poetic voice."
Good Housekeeping, "Best Books of 2020"

"A memoir that is dangerous, immediate and lyrical from the jump"
―The Wall Street Journal

“A Gen-X
This Boy’s Life...Music and his fierce brilliance boost Jollett; a visceral urge to leave his background behind propels him to excel... In the end, Jollett shakes off the past to become the captain of his own soul. Hollywood Park is a triumph."
O, The Oprah Magazine

“Mikel Jollett Changes the Memoir Form”
Maris Kreizman , LIT HUB’s SHELTERING Podcast

“Jollett’s story serves as a potent reminder that while we cannot change the hand we’re dealt, our freedom lies in what we choose to do with those cards.”
Adrienne Brodeur, author of Wild Game, THE MILLIONS

"Mikel Jollett, the front man of indie band Airborne Toxic Event, chronicles his tumultuous life. Jollett was born into one of the country’s most infamous cults and subjected to a childhood filled with poverty, addiction and emotional abuse. What comes through the pages is a story of fierce love and family loyalty."
―Good Morning America, 20 Books We're Excited for in 2020

"A painstaking emotional accounting of a tortured youth ultimately redeemed through music, therapy, and love."
Kirkus, STARRED REVIEW

"The frontman of rock band Airborne Toxic Event chronicles, in gorgeous and exacting lyricism, his harrowing coming-of-age within (and eventual escape from) the Church of Synanon, a violent religious cult."
O, The Oprah Magazine, The 30 Most Anticipated Books of 2020 (so Far)

“Jollett engagingly narrates his story...result[ing] in a shocking but contemplative memoir about the aftermath of an unhealthy upbringing.”
―Publishers Weekly, STARRED REVIEW

"...Engaging and heartbreaking. A good choice for fans of memoirs about overcoming dysfunctional childhoods like
Educated and The Glass Castle."
Booklist

"Mikel Jollett’s gripping memoir starts with a harrowing escape from a cult where he was raised without parents, only to be thrown into a more chaotic world where he’s raised by them. With a childhood defined by neglect, poverty and uncertainty, Jollett’s story serves as a potent reminder that while we cannot change the hand we're dealt, our freedom lies in what we choose to do with those cards.
Hollywood Park is an illuminating and redemptive account of one man’s search for meaning, family, and love."
ADRIENNE BRODEUR, author of Wild Game

"Violent and tender and incandescent,
Hollywood Park is as touching as it is shocking. Jollett deftly dissects his struggle to unburden himself of the damage he inherited from his broken family, with insights that are brutally honest and psychologically astute. It tore me apart."
JANELLE BROWN, New York Times bestselling author of Watch Me Disappear and Pretty Things

Hollywood Park is amazing. Mikel Jollett takes the shards of a broken childhood – imagine a life where escaping from a violent cult is somehow not a path to safety – and makes it a universal story of the struggle to find connection in a brutally beautiful world. His story zigs where you think it’s going to zag, and even the most irredeemable characters somehow surprise us with their tenacity. It’s a complicated story with a simple payoff: this is how the light gets in, this is how an artist gets made.”
― GLEN DAVID GOLD, author of Carter Beats the Devil

Hollywood Park is the often heartbreaking, always honest story of a confused boy struggling to make sense of a crazy world. It’s filled with pain, poverty, and violence but also with surprising love, rock and roll, and unexpected triumphs.”
― DARIN STRAUSS, NBCC-winning author of Half a Life

“This is a memoir, but it’s also a song―a lyrical labyrinth that weaves and mesmerizes, all the while proving there’s nothing more dangerous or powerful than a parent’s love.
Hollywood Park is a magical debut. Loved it.”
― BRAD MELTZER, #1 New York Times bestselling author of The Escape Artist

Hollywood Park is full of moving portraits of Jollett’s brother, his father, and his band of contemporaries. To read these pages is to love them right along with him.”
― SEAN WILSEY, author of Oh the Glory of It All

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Celadon Books
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ May 26, 2020
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 384 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 1250621569
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1250621566
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 1.4 pounds
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 6.45 x 1.27 x 9.49 inches
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Mikel Jollett is the frontman of the indie band The Airborne Toxic Event. Prior to forming the band, Jollett graduated with honors from Stanford University. He was an on-air columnist for NPR's All Things Considered, an editor-at-large for Men's Health and an editor at Filter magazine. His fiction has been published in McSweeney's.

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Customers describe this memoir as a wild emotional ride filled with heart-wrenching life lessons, with brilliant writing that brings words and pages to life. Customers praise the author's ability to describe experiences in detail, their raw honesty, and their amazing talent. The book features a love story that highlights the author's love for his family, and one customer notes how it provides examples of coping with impossible odds.

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Customers praise the writing quality of the book, admiring its lyrics and storytelling, with one customer noting how words and pages come alive throughout the narrative.

"...Mikel Jollett's music is very good, but I listened to it with a different ear after reading this book...." Read more

"...Aside from the astoundingly expressive and brilliant writing, if I had to sum the book up in one word it would be "BRUTIFUL" a book that is equally..." Read more

"...He is an incredible writer, I enjoyed learning about his journey of self discovery and working through the pain to find ways of expressing himself..." Read more

"...The book pushed a lot of buttons for me, but it is so well-written that I continued reading in light of many tears...." Read more

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Customers find this memoir heartwarming, describing it as a wild emotional ride with soul-stirring moments, and one customer notes it's full of life lessons.

"...This is simply one of the best turn around stories that I have ever read...." Read more

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A Memoir That Holds Your Attention like a Contemporary Thriller
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A Memoir That Holds Your Attention like a Contemporary Thriller
This memoir from debut author combines all the raw and heartbreaking abuse of 1995's shocking book 'A Child Called It' with 2018's best selling 'Educated: A Memoir.' At times it is difficult to not put the book aside as one reels at the abuse from the ex-con, heroin addict father. (The type of reading break I occasionally had to take years ago when reading 'The Lovely Bones'.) Interestingly, the first page of my ARC of HOLLYWOOD PARK is a letter from the president and publisher of Celadon Books saying that he doesn't usually select memoirs because there are so many. Likewise, I am not necessarily drawn to memoirs unless I am really interested in the author as a person; I knew nothing about author Mikel Jollett ahead of time, but the description of his life sounded more like a novel than a memoir. My hunch was not wrong. Novel fan or memoir fan - Jollett's book will appeal to either. When the book opens, the narration begins with Jollett as a young child - at least chronologically, because as the very first sentence eerily states: "We were never young." There was too much fear, too much insecurity, too little food, too little emotional support - no child could relax and be young in those circumstances. As Mikel grows older, he must be tough to survive, but there is always that innocent child within him that wishes things could be different. A classic example is later in the book when he tells his dad that he is really scared and concerned about the mean guy who continually threatens to kill him. Dad's advice is simply to tell Mikel (a thin, 5'7" teen) to kick the ass of the other kid. Oh, and don't fight fair. No spoiler alerts needed. You have to read the book to get Dad's ex-con-style advice. Throughout the book there are interesting anecdotes about Mikel's life, such as the walls of the little California bungalow rattling from the jet engines of the newest, biggest airplane, the 747. You might find the book even more interesting after a little background reading about Synanon, a supposed self-help drug rehabiltation program which continued to change into something increasingly strange and dangerous, under the guise of being a church.Needless to say, most of the time this memoir is not about light hearted memories so saying that this memoir is about overcoming obstacles is the literary understatement of the year. I was fortunate to receive an ARC of this from Celadon Books and this is my honest opinion.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on September 29, 2020
    So I was halfway through Mikel Jollett's stunning memoir, Hollywood Park and thought I must have the wrong author. I thought Mikel Jollett went to Stanford. The author of this book had every conceivable disadvantage in his early life including an escape from a notorious cult, a drug addicted, imprisoned father and a mother that suffered such severe bouts of "deep Russian" (the author's heart breaking perception as a child of mental illness) that at best she was an absent parent. By the time he and his brother were in middle school, he and his brother were abusing alcohol and drugs and marginally attending school.

    Well it turns out Mikel Jollett did wind up at Stanford. There he was a freshman phenom runner on the track team, just one of many of his extraordinary talents. Oh yeah and the is the frontman for the Airborne Toxic Event, for which he writes the songs and lyrics. This is simply one of the best turn around stories that I have ever read.

    Mikel Jollett's music is very good, but I listened to it with a different ear after reading this book. His real genius is his writing, whether its lyrics or literature. Here's hoping he keeps writing.
  • Reviewed in the United States on March 26, 2022
    I very rarely feel compelled to write a review but this book touched me to the core. My husband and I have been TATE fans for years and I bought this book as a gift for him. He urged me to read it too and boy am I a grateful I did. Aside from the astoundingly expressive and brilliant writing, if I had to sum the book up in one word it would be "BRUTIFUL" a book that is equally intensely brutal, truthful and amazingly beautiful. I cried, I swelled with pride at triumphs and wanted to reach thru the pages of time to hug/comfort a young Mikel relating so much to some of his struggles. As a child who also lived in a household with a Borderline Personality Disorder mother, I had a lot of a-ha moments reading about his experiences with his own mother. Years of my own research and reading on the subject were so eloquently and succinctly summed up here - which was such an unexpected outcome of reading. This book will make you feel and leave you wanting an encore.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on July 29, 2020
    I love reading memoirs. Everyone has a story, and learning about their lives through the lens of their reality, or sometimes others' realities, is so intriguing. Mike Jollett's memoir does both as he struggles understanding his life through his childhood eyes, what he is told happened and how he should feel; and later through the eyes as a teen and adult trying to process his childhood, reconciling what he knows to be true and his reality, and finding his own voice and his own way in the world. He endured a tumultuous life of sadness, poverty, loneliness, addiction, emotional abuse and abandonment. Growing up in a cult, escaping with his mom and brother, learning things about his father and afraid he was destined to be like him, persevering in spite of who his father was, understanding his mother's mental state and narcissistic personality. Children often compartmentalize their feelings and learn to cope in different ways. "What do you do when you're a scared-shitless kid that's been faking it for long? You bury it."

    He talks about wearing a "mask" as a survival mechanism. "It's a mask, this face you create for others, one you hide behind as you laugh at jokes you don't understand and skip uncomfortable details, entire years of your life, as if they simply did not happen." He learns to hide behind a mask, don't devulge too much information, to hide your feelings. Also for Mikel, music was a big outlet for him, teaching him about the world, and eventually propelling him to find and use his voice to share the pain he endured. If you haven't listend to his band, The Airborne Toxic Event, I highly recommend them, and you can learn a little more about Mikel through the songs he writes. He is an incredible writer, I enjoyed learning about his journey of self discovery and working through the pain to find ways of expressing himself and finding peace. Learning from his father, "Sometimes you just have to sit on your hands and hurt." Yet, realizing he can turn his pain into his art, writing.
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  • Slugger66
    5.0 out of 5 stars Wonderful!
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on July 3, 2020
    Beautifully written and utterly captivating, Mikel's book had me hooked from beginning to end. I loved it and thoroughly recommend it. The easiest 5-star rating I'll ever give.
  • Ismael Chan Chávez
    5.0 out of 5 stars Un libro maravilloso
    Reviewed in Mexico on January 7, 2021
    Había estado esperando poder pedir este libro el año pasado. Sigo a The Airborne Toxic Event y al enterarme del nuevo álbum y de la memoria de Mikel Jollet no podía esperar.
    Tuve que esperar unos meses porque no me encontraba en mi ciudad y hubiera sido difícil pedir algo por la pandemia.
    Aunque está en inglés, es un libro maravilloso. Si eres fan de la banda seguro que lo amarás, aunque debes tener un buen nivel de inglés.
    El producto llegó en el tiempo establecido, incluso creo que antes. Además bien cuidado. Estoy feliz.
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    5.0 out of 5 stars
    Un libro maravilloso

    Reviewed in Mexico on January 7, 2021
    Había estado esperando poder pedir este libro el año pasado. Sigo a The Airborne Toxic Event y al enterarme del nuevo álbum y de la memoria de Mikel Jollet no podía esperar.
    Tuve que esperar unos meses porque no me encontraba en mi ciudad y hubiera sido difícil pedir algo por la pandemia.
    Aunque está en inglés, es un libro maravilloso. Si eres fan de la banda seguro que lo amarás, aunque debes tener un buen nivel de inglés.
    El producto llegó en el tiempo establecido, incluso creo que antes. Además bien cuidado. Estoy feliz.
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  • Denny
    5.0 out of 5 stars Ein Virtuose
    Reviewed in Germany on June 11, 2020
    Mikel Jollett ist der Frontmann der kalifornischen Indie-Rock-Band The Airborne Toxic Event. Zuvor war er bereits als Journalist im Musikbusiness sowie als Verfasser von Kurzgeschichten tätig, nun folgt sein Debüt als Autor.

    "Hollywood Park" ist dabei autobiografisch geprägt und berichtet von Jolletts Großwerden in den Fängen der Synanon-Sekte, der Flucht sowie dem anschließenden Leben in derart zerrütteten Verhältnissen, dass man als Leser stark emotional involviert ist (und es vermutlich auch wäre, wenn man nicht dem Schaffen der Band seit langem folgen würde).

    Ihm gelingt es auf bravouröse Weise, in sein Kindheits-Ich zurück zu gehen und aus den Augen eines einsamen Jungen zu schreiben, gleichzeitig schafft Jollett es, eine Brücke zu seinem jetzigen Dasein zu schlagen. Besondere Bedeutung kommt dabei seinem rebellischen, aber liebenden Vater zu, ebenso seiner Mutter mit einer stark narzistisch ausgeprägten psychischen Krankheit sowie seinem lange Zeit suchtkranken Bruder Tony.

    Nicht umsonst ist dieses Buch in Oprahs Liste der Bücher aufgetaucht, die man 2020 lesen sollte und nicht umsonst ist es umgehend in die Top 10 der Bestseller-Liste des New Yorkers aufgenommen worden. Jollett gelingt es, unglaublich emotional zu werden, ohne dabei pathetisch zu sein. Ihm gelingt es, traurig zu sein, ohne kitschig zu werden. Ihm gelingt es, Kind zu sein, ohne unnötig auszuschweifen.

    Als Resümee bleibt mir zu sagen, ebenfalls ohne pathetisch zu werden, dass ich als mittlerweile 34-jähriger Mann an zwei Stellen im Buch Tränen in den Augen hatte, was mir in meinem bisherigen Lese-Leben noch nicht passiert ist. Zudem erläutert das Buch implizit (teils auch explizit) vieles, dass den Gedanken hinter The Airborne Toxic Event und deren Musik erklärt.

    Absolute Leseempfehlung.
  • Linda Maloney
    5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant!
    Reviewed in Canada on September 15, 2020
    Mikel Jollet has a gift for putting his deepest most complex thoughts into words! He has managed to create beauty from chaos and dysfunction and this is a must read for any adult who grew up in any kind of dysfunctional environment!
  • b force
    5.0 out of 5 stars Great book
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on September 15, 2021
    Great book! Evocative and detailed account